Thank God

You know, I always think that my life is ‘too’ perfect. There are a lot of beautiful unexpected things happened in my life. And something I would never regret are studying in this college and meeting him.

I never expected to study here before. I would never understood how much this can change my life. I met someone really special here in my college and soon after that I realized that God has planned this for me.

I seriously didn’t expect to continue my study in this college, in this object, before. When my friend told me that I was accepted in this college, I was like “omg, are you sure?” That was just like I didn’t want it at all. But then I think “it’s ok! Just accept it, this is what your God has planned for you, this is the best.”

I decided to take it, went to this college. I am sure I didn’t believe it. Day by day passed but I still felt I didn’t belong to this college. Then one day, I met someone. First time I see him, I felt nothing. But then he and I got closer because of something I couldn’t mention it here.

We could easily get closer because we have a lot of similarities. Our dreams, our point of view, things we really like are same. It is just like seeing me on him and this is the reason why God planned me to go here. God planned me to see him here and I am going to thank God because of that.

Our ways to go to this college were also the same. He didn’t expect to go here just like me. What he wanted to study before was also what I wanted to study. What college he wanted to enroll to was also the college I wanted to enroll to. What he likes to discuss about is what I like to discuss about. Omg, is my thought true?

I don’t know whether it is true or not and I’m not sure about it because when he is with me, he always acts different. He can laugh loudly when he is with his friends but he is calmer when he is around me. I am afraid that he didn’t think we have those similarities like what I think. I am afraid he doesn’t feel comfort being around me. But I think I should stop thinking like that.

It is ok if he didn’t think like that. Can be around him so far is enough for me. He makes me happy and smile in every seconds of my life. He is like someone that I really need this time. He always cheers me and be around me when I need him. I admit I like him. I really want him to be someone that close to me, to be my brother or something.